Exam ma nervous feel ta vaako thyo,tara exam vanda malai aaj jhan dherai nervousness feel vayo.Abh k grne hola vnera.Interview ma k k sodhla,principle le kachai chapaune hoki vanne jasto ni lagyo.school maa principal ko awaj matra sunda ta kattu ma susu authyo,clz ko ta jhan kasto hola vanne lagyo.feri mero dar lai chirdai mero man ma utsukta ko rahar auna lagyo.jabo euta interview ta ho jasto lagna lagyo,dar haru sabai vagna thalyo,voli kun bela auxa vayi sakeko thyo malai abh ta.bihana ko 8 baje nindra ni khulyo,9 baje interview vanera jhalasya vaye.
Maile tufan paara ma ready vaye ra college chaldiye.ekxin ko pratikshya paxi mero paalo ni aayo.abh chahi mero sarir ko harek anga baat pasina aauna lagyo,ma ataliye,ma nervous vaye,mero khutta ni kaapyo.jaso taso vitra gaye.ghar baat sochera aako thye,may i come in sir vanxu vanera matra pasxu vanera.tara tyo ni vule."You have secured impressing score"ekxin ko sodhpuch paxi principle le malai vanyo.Saki nasaki muharma sanu muskan ko utpati garera "yes sir!"vane.feri duniya kura garyo yo suddo le ni,college ko rule n regulation vanyo.maile ni sunidye jasto gare.
Malai admisiion po paune ho ki nai vanne dar thyo.malai yahi college ma padhna man thyo, aru thaau janu man thyena."you may join our college"yati line sunne bitikai ma kati khusi vaye vanne kura malai matra thaxa.mero khusi ko kunai sima thyena.ma chahera pani aafnu muhar baat khusi lukauna asamarthya thye.maile chaheko kura paaye,abh yas vanda malai aru kei kura ko chahana thyena yo samayama."We will offer you 50% discount too"sir le feri yo kura vane ra yo mero laagi sun ma suganda thapinu jhai thyo.
"U r too lucky,timi jasto gaau ko keta lai haami admission line greka thyenau.tara timlai liyeu"suddo le yo kura vanne bitikai mero paaro tatyo.tara maile kei bolina,j vaye ni principle ho.chup laage."u may leave .we will call u"feri suddo le vanyo.jati khusi vaako thye,tyati nai dukhi ni vaye tyo antim xan ma.tyahi pani kei naboli haasi hasi kotha xode.Saachi vnda ma vitra baat rudai thye,kin tysri vaneko hola vanera.k gaau baat aako lai padhne adhikar xaina jasto lagyo
Feri ma bachai dekhi mamaghar baseko.mumi baba chahi gaau maa nai basnu hunthyo,tara mero padhai gaau ma hunna vnera bacha dekhi aile samma mamaghar mai bsxu.ma ta mamaghar vnda yaslai ghar nai vnxu.baru ghar chhai 2 3 barsa ma ekplta jaane garthe.ghar gayera pani k garnu,garmi tystai,bujuli pani ausi purnima matra authyo,saathi ni koi thyenan,diuso vari mamu baba kaam ma bysta.tyasaile malai ta ghar jaanu vaneko kunai sajaya barabar nai thyo.
Aaj deko exam pani ramro thyo,pass hune nischit thyo,tyasaile malai arko college maa exam dina ni man thyena.kin ki maile pahile dekhi nai yahi college ma padhxu vanera socheko thye.tara ghar baat pressre aayera exam dinai parne vo arko college ma.abh afailai man navayera exam dinu parera,maile kei padhina.napadhera nai exam dina lage,feri aaj pani chadai puge. tara ma feri yo hool ma eklai huna chahnthina,tyasaile pugne bitikai koi sang ta chin jan grxu vanera sochya thye.ma jastai euta keta eklai basya dekhe,gayera bolchal suru gare,ra ekxin mai saathi nai vaiyo.usle aafnu naam shiva vaneko thyo,ra malai tyo naam ni kanthai vayo.
Exam maa pani shiva mero agadi nai paryo.exam ko question hereko sabai objective raixa,time feri 2 ghanta raixa,question ni herda sabai aune jasti thyo,30 mints ni lagena tyo sakyauna.feri yaha pani pahilo nikline ma nai vaye.ma room baat niklida,thyakka bahira principle lai ni dekhe."Vai kaha hideko" dekhne bitikai sodhyo suddo le.abh principle jasto manxe le ta vai vanyo,jhan college kasto hola jasto lagyo."Ghar"mero jawab ek sabda ma nai sakiyo."Question tuff thiyo?"hochyaudai sodyo ta suddo le."Result baat tha hunxa"maile ni jhukna chahina.
J hos suddo ko mukh chahi bigreko maile dekhe.kin ho garba anubhav vayo,sayad ma ni college ma padhna uchit vayexu.ghar puge ra feri exam kasto thyo vanne prashna aayo.maile j ho tyhi vane.ekxin ma phone aayo,naya number thyo,uthaye.Modern college baat aako raixa ra ma exam ma pass vaye vanera information paaye.voli bihanai 9 baje aunu vanera aayo msg pani.ma tyo phone aune bitikai nikai khusi thye,yo kose dhunga thyo mero laagi.
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Abh college padhne manxe po vayisakeko thye ma,ramro ta hunai paryo.sake jati aafnu roop ferna khoje,kahile euta tarika le kapal korne,kahile arko,jhattai man parne,jhattai man naparne hudai thyo.Jabo ready huna ni 1 ghnta lagya thyo malai. Ketilai ni jitya thye tyo din ta.tara tyo mero galti thyena,galti mero ustsukta ko thyo."Kukhure bains vanya yahi ho"paxadi baat aamale vannu vayo.abh aamale ni gijyauna laagnu vayo.tyasaile maile abh chahi exam lai hidnu parxa sochera hide.
Jati khusi vaye ni,man ko kunai kuna ma dar le chahi baas basdai aako thyo.exam kasto hola vanera.abh pen lina birsexu.pasal baat euta pen pani liye ra tysko saath kei chewing gum ni kine.yo chewing chapaune baani chahi slc paxi nai lageko ho malai.kahile kahi ta ghar ma vaisi samma vannu hunthyo,chapai raheko dekhda ta.tara ma sune pani nasuneko jhai garthe,aru k nai garna ra vanna saknu.ekxin maa college ni puge.exam suru huna ajhai 15 minute baaki nai thyo.wari pari manxe ta tannai thye,tara koi chineka thyenan,manxe ko hool maa ma eklo thye .sayad ma matra hoina,tyo hoola maa ma jastai dherai ekla thye hola.
Mobile pocket baat jhikdai ekxin facebook chaluana laage ra euta status ni thoke "going for entrance exam vanera." Tyo bela ta j huda ni status halne baani thyo,hidna paako xaina status halne.sayad naya vayera hola facebook maa,tyasaile tysto vaako.classroom vitra gaye ra exam ni suru vayo.wari pari hereko,90%keti nai thye.koi ta herdai kya daami vanne khalka ra koi ta bina kaam ma herexu vanne khalka ni thye.euta essay lekhnu thyo ra baaki sabai ta objective question thye.
Lekhna jati majja lagne malai aru kei thyena.tara mero axyar,axyar navayera छेर jastai thyo.herdai wakka aune jasto.maile baheko aru lai tyo axyar bujhna sitimiti garai hunthyo. tyahi pani essay sakyaye ra paper bujhauna gaye ."kati chadai lekhya" guard le copy lidai vane.maile kei naboli haase matra ra exam hall baat nikliye.exam ramro vaako thyo,ra ma tyo kura le khusi thye.vok ni lageko thyo,tyasaile momo khaana vanera hotel tira xire.tyo bela ta momo ni plate ko jamma 30 rupiya thyo.feri buff momo vanepaxi ma hurukai hunthe.ghar pugne bitikai "kasto vayo ta exam"prasna aayo.kei bolna paako thina,feri aamale afai vannu vayo "kei padheko thyena,bigarera ta aayo hola".jaba afai jawaf dine vaye,malai kin sodheko hola.maile ramro vayo vandai tv herna laage.jati gaali garepani aamale maya chahi garnu hunthiyo.
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Bihana afai chadai nindra khulyo.hijo ko kura ko khusi le ahile samma ni xodeko thyena.samjhyo ki khusi laagthyo.nuhayera mandir jaanu parne aagya aayo.aajata j grna ni taiyar thye ma.nuhayera mandir ni gaye.baato ma kati jana le sodhe abt results.maile vaako kura vane.vane matra hoina,khusi hudai vane.malai ta sagarmatha chadhe vanda kam khusi vaako thyena.ghar aayepaxi abh sabai jana mero clz ko kura garna laage.Abh sochne bela ni vaako tyhi ho,kehi din ma admision grnai parthyo.maile bhaktapur vanda bahira napadhne vane.
Tyasaile rojai ma jamma duita clz paryo.Euta SS college ra arko Modern college.sayad naam chahi vannu hunthena hola,tara khole.Abh management padhne vane paxi pahilo rojai Modern college nai thyo mero.result aako dui teen din paxi bujhna gaye.Abh jaha gaye ni tyaita ho,afnai college thulo dekhauna chahane.Tyaha pani tyhi gareml,college ko barema dherai kura vane,ra euta form ni varna vane.form ta vare,abh feri exam ni re dui din paxi.Tyaha bujhi sake paxi ma feri arko college tira laage.
Dherai farak thyo Modern college vanda yo college ta.Modern ko infratstsre ra ahile ko college ko infrastrtre maa nai jamin aakas ko farak thyo.tyaha gaye paxi feri uhi college ko aafnu aafnu bayan sunnu paryo.man manai sochi sakya thye,Yo college ma ta padhinna.baru modern nai gayinxa.tyahi pani form vare ra tyaha pani exam re arko hafta.jaha gayo exam vnxan,tanab vayo ekzin.k po sodhne hun vanera.tara j hos counselling garna baseka keti dekhera tanab kei vaye ni kam vako thyo.
Ghar ma ayera sabai sunaye.abh exam vanepxi padhnu ta parne ho tara halliyera gayo kei din.Abh aaj modern college ma exam thyo.nervous ta feel vako thyo.tara dekhauna chahina.
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Slc diyepaxi ko 3 mahina kati chadai bityo thaha nai vayena.varkhar hijo jastai lagxa slc deko,school uniform ma group photo khichya hijo jastai lagxa,samjhana ko laagi shirt ma saathi haru ko signature leko ni hijo asti ko kura jastai lagxa,school life ko antim party vanera raat vari jageko hijo jastai lagxa,Tara herda herdai kati chadai gayexa.Samaya gayepani yaad haru taaja nai xa.Abh kasari metiyos ta yaad pani,13 barsa ko thyo school life pani.Gayeko 3 mahina ma k gare yaad ni xaina,kaha gaye patto xaina,school life ma teacher ko lagam lageko thyo ma maathi tara aile ta khulla thye ma.tyasaile hola yasto vako.
Tara aaj chahi mero laagi bises thyo.Ma yo din ko laagi 3 mahina dekhi parkhidai thye.aaj hamro result ko din thyo.Kun bela result thaha hune ho vanera ma attur thye.Bihana uthne bitikai,nuhayera vagwan ko pooja gare.Ma result ko din chahi ekdam dharmik hunxu,aru din chahi kaam pare matra samjhine ho vagwan lai.Aaj ma nikai attur thye,kun bela 4 bajxa hudai thyo.man ma khusi ra dar ko alaggai samisran thyo man ma.Tara manko dar aafnu muhar ma lyako thina maile.mero 13 barsa ko mihinet ko natija audai thyo aaj.sachi vannu parda mero khutta vui ma thyena,afai ma makhha thye,khusi le gad gad vako thye,sayad yasailai vanxan man vitrai baat khusi vaako.
Result ta aayo.Soche jastai first divison ma pass vayexu.Jwaro aayera exam bigreko thyo mero,tyasaile maile chitta dukhaune thaau kahi thyena.sayad jwaro naako vaye,80+ authyo hola.Abh malai mark ni herna man lagyo.tara tyo sambhav vayena.balla talla raati ko 9 baje herna paaye mark.76.25% aako raixa.ma jhan khusi vaye,mero haddi haseko thyo.ghar ma sabai khasi thye.abh balla khaana khaan man lagyo.khaana pani nikai mitho lagdai thyo,khaana vanda khusi mitho hola mero.Euta kura le chahi malai achammit banako thyo.jindagi nachineko,naboleko naveteko manxe le ni aaj phone grdai thye,mero result bujhna lai.abh yo kura lai maile kun hisab le bujhne vanera dodhar ma thye.
Ma pass vayekoma matra khusi hoina.abh mero jiban ko arko paato suru hudai xa vanera ni khusi vaako ho.ma ni college jaane vaye vanera khusi lagdai thyo.aafu school ma huda,dherai niyam haru ma basnu parthyo.kasto kapal katne,pant kaha laune,shirt kasari laune,tie pani damlo jastai kasiyera launu parne,sakne vaye ta principal le hamro kattu ko color ni fix garthe hola.aafu tyasari huda,college ma padhne dai haru lai herera daha lagthyo.purai farak haami vanda.jhan uni haruko guff sunda aafu ni kahile college jaane ho jasto hunthyo.ma yasle grda ni dherai khusi thye ki ma ni abh change hunxu vanera.raati yastai kura haru man ma khelaudai nidaye.
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